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Children are a joy to look at. Free in thinking and ambitious, nothing seems to keep them down. Although, at times they are hurt and are in pain, they quickly get up and get going. Lessons in childhood have made us what we are today.

Last Friday, being an assistant IT trainer, I was to teach a class of students who are aged at 8. Their nature of exploration and endless questions can definitely tire an adult’s mind. Especially when more than one seeks attention at the same time. But seeing their initiative to learn, I didn’t think twice in helping them whenever I can. Although they were groups of them with their naughty nature, I learned to be firm with them and remind them the result of their misdeeds.

Using MS Word may not be new to us adults but to children at that age, it is something they would like to explore. Soon enough you will get to learn who are the one’s who have had previous experiences with the software.

Typing out paragraphs of text and inserting pictures. That was the project for 2 hours in the Computer Lab. During those two hours, I realised that, the MS Word dictionary were not set at ‘English UK’. So a red line kept appearing in words that were ‘misspelled’. I had to set all of the computers to the right dictionary standard because the children were questioning on why ‘colours’ was a misspelled word.

Inserting pictures proved to be a problem. Visually appealing pictures appeared in their Clip Art search. And because there were so many of them, the computer hangs often. Because of this, some of them accidentally clicked more than once on a picture they selected only to have several pages of their pictures inserted into their document.

From my observation, each of these children have potential, and I actually had a prediction in my mind of what they will be when they grow up. The smart kids who were most likely to be good in their studies; would pursue further education. The quiet ones were good at visual detail. They could probably be artists one day. Then there were of course the naughty ones. I didn’t have a clear picture of what they will become.  I think because  I have not seen their talents yet. Maybe with their high energy, they could probably be sportsmen.

Only for 2 hours with them and you will realise how daunting a task being a teacher could be. One has to be creative and knowledgeable to handle children. Not to mention the stamina to handle a class of children.

Oh yes, of course patience plays a big key in all of that.

My appetite hasn’t been good. I been thinking too much. Thus, it affected my meal intakes. I didn’t sleep well either, nor did I have a fulfilling day. Eventhough, I have done my packing and preparation for the mob, I feel that I have missed out certain things in life that should be fulfilled.

I didn’t speak much to my parents today, I had no bother to speak to anyone. I needed time for myself. After so long unemployed and wonder of my prospects in life, I fell a little sick later at night. Probably due to unrealised pressure on myself, you can say it is stress. So right now I am ill. Not so sick till i can’t move but just feeling feverish and lacking of appetite to eat.

I learned from a few religious teachers that being sick is a test of one’s self. My dad told me, without sickness you will never appreciate your good health. And when you are sick, will you realise how frail a human being you truly are. When one’s sick, you start to seek help. Most I know will turn to the doctor, but I know that one you should to is Allah.

I have to admit, my days have been filled with hatred for the mistakes in the past I made. There were points in my life where I should have chosen a different path or I wouldn’t be in this situation. But today, I am letting it be a lesson in life. It is of no use crying over spilt milk, rather move on and make better informed decisions from the past mistakes that you have learned.

My mind suddenly moved from about myself to the Muslims. I cried yesterday realising how much in dire need for someone to lead us. To set things right. No I do not believe in the Second Coming of Isa a.s. for I believe Prophet Muhammad is the Final Prophet. Muslims are not what they used to be in the past. United, friendly, courteous, kind, …. instead our traits are linked with terror, hate, killing, murder…..

Why are we so sensitive to other’s who have not learned our religion and make false statement about Islam? Is the act of aggression and terror the answer? Shouldn’t we instead educate the public the true Islam, while at the same time, be proper Muslims ourselves?  So that we may know one another better and not live life together in suspicion of one another.

I came across this video, of a man who speaks inspirationally in front of Muslims and Non-Muslims. He is reminding about Allah’s commands in the Quran. I think he is saying it in the context of what is going on right now.

“O mankind! Lo! We have created you from male and female, and have made you nations and tribes that ye may know one another. Lo! the noblest of you, in the sight of Allah, is the best in conduct. Lo! Allah is Knower, Aware.” Quran 49:13

I came back from a late run, really late. It was almost midnight when I came back. I ran my usual distance, only to stop abruptly half way, and stared down at the ground with my hands on my knees. I looked up, seeing cars passing by, and the lights bright up this part of the island. Above me, a train just passed over me. I stood there trying to catch my breathe. And for the first time since so long, I actually asked God what am I doing.

Pessimisms have plagued my mind lately again, and today’s run was not motivational. I didn’t feel the fire nor did I feel the exhilaration anymore. I walked back slowly on a long journey back. Only to stop once in a while to look the distance. Seeing the sky so dark, only dimly stars accompanied me home. I always wondered why there isn’t many stars on this part of the earth. It seems so vacant up there.

Frankly, I didn’t feel like going home at all. I rather walked on further to the beach even though I know it would almost be morning if I reach there. The result of empty pockets changed my mind. At times, I asked myself again what am I doing. Is it so difficult for a path to change? Change is nature, but I forgot that like a caterpillar changing into a butterfly, it isn’t easy. Cocooned itself for weeks, it waits the right moment to blossom into a colourful creature. Precariously, breaking its way out of the fragile shell. Even after it has left it’s place of slumber, it has to wait for it’s wings to dry up before it could stretch it to show it’s magnificent beauty.

I sat at home now, and just as I was about to sleep, I chance upon this song. My worries seem to be distant, my heart seems to feel warm. Memories appear sweet. And the future doesn’t look so bleak anymore. I hope to awake smiling, with a sense of enthusiasm to make the day a lot better for myself. Good morning….

Yes I ran today, after a great outing at Pulau Ubin and having to ride up hills almost constantly with the latic acid pushing into my legs and thighs, my endurance level has increased. After a good dinner and some game playing on the laptop, I went straight out for a night run. I can’t remember running so fast while covering so much distance before. I guess the cycling uphills really builds endurance and strength on my legs. The only problem I had was slight chest pains. I guess it was the old surgery I had some years back on my heart. But I slowed down a bit when I felt it, but I still continued though. Talk about being stubborn. Haha!

Now at home, I have cooled down, had a short meal, a great bath and drank loads of water. Now I am just sitting down resting, and sipping Oolong tea. I am just enjoying every bit of it. Night time is the best, it is so quiet outside and at home. My mind is at peace and so is my soul. I am appreciating every moment of it. I guess I love the stillness of the night and the freshness of the morning. Yes I am a morning person, I love the hour when dark turns into light. It’s like a rebirth. Everything changes.

My trip at Pulau Ubin.

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I woke up pretty late today, probably because i slept late yesterday . Well yesterday’s outing was really fun, I went to see the Singapore Flyer. Yes the biggest ferris wheel in the world! Cool huh? Imagine how much it costs just to sit in there for half an hour?

• Adult – S$29.50
• Child – S$20.65
• Senior – S$23.60

For an adult like us, thats like a dollar per minute. There are 28 cabins each can hold 28 people. So lets do the math. Let’s say its all adults riding each cabin and there are 28 cabins therefore: (28 adults x $29.50) x 28 cabins = $22,344 per revolution. Of course this figure fluctuates. Imagine how much they can get in a day?

Anyway, after the sightseeing and fun, we headed straight to MacDonalds at East Coast where we enjoyed some drinks and food from the Mac Cafe .

So how about today? Well I went to the gym with my friend who woke me up and pestered me to go to the gym with her. Glad that she did, because I do want to work out a sweat. After a good run and exercise in the gym together with dirty jokes and hysterical laughter, we went back to our homes and bathed before joining up together for a meal. After that, we headed back to my home to do some troubleshooting on her thumbdrive. My dad was home cooking and we had dinner together at my home. My dad’s cooking is one of the best and I am not saying this because I am his son, others have complimented his cooking even my friends, relatives and neighbours and even my friend who was with me today agreed. The Spaghetti was nice, so was the chicken soup, vegs, bbq chicken. Wow. I really felt full today.

Well apart from that, my friend gave me good advice today and gave me encouragement. She did talk to my sis about her schooling plight, so I hope she heeds her well.

Overall I had a great time! My week is starting out well so far. And I hope it stays that way longer!

No positive responses yet, and I just idling around playing games, watching tv etc. Once in a while I would break a sweat, but it is just too demoralising to do anything productive. I been having headaches lately, I am not too sure why. Anyway, got meself a cup of black tea, all hot and full of strong flavour. I didn’t know black tea tastes this good.

I think the weather is getting to me a bit. The endless rain and then the sudden sunshine, must have disrupted my immunity somehow. I am just feeling so bored. No idea where I am headed now. There are opportunities but the right one hasn’t come along. I am just entertaining myself with walks, readings, games and movies. I used to think that if you work hard enough, you’d get what you want. But things change so drastically that working hard doesn’t necessarily equate to accomplishing dreams. Well at least I still have my friends and family to support me emotionally. It is a nagging feeling everyday. Only the silent night seem to offer me respite from the mental torture.

Well on a brighter note, I learned that black tea has loads of caffeine. Which was something I didn’t read on earlier knowing that it is after 1am right now. Too late I guess. Anyway I am babbling, I better TRY to turn in now.

Today was one of the best recited Al-Fatihah I have heard in this country. The imam for today truly has a good voice. I could hear other muslims in the congregation appreciating it when we said “Amin” together. I could hear others in silent tears. If you are wondering which mosque I went to, it is Masjid Mydin. It’s about a 5 min walk away from the Kembangan MRT. And if you come early, you could get in the area where it is air conditioned . Not that I am asking you to come for that, but I think this is the only few mosques that use the air con in the mosque.

After the prayers I didn’t get to see who the Imam was for today as I was on the second floor. Insyallah I hope to see him next week

Anyway, here is one of my favourite reciters, Fahd Al Kanderi.

As the Singapore security personnels are out on full force searching for this man, I guess it is in everyone’s mind as how one man can escape a ‘tight’ security detention center. Latest news I heard is that, he went to the toilet and he escaped.  I guess he must have been escorted to the toilet but even if he leaves the toilet through the window or some other exit, the toilet is still within the compounds of the Detention Center right? And like any secure prison, CCTV cameras are all over the place. Especially around the perimeters of the area.  So if anyone tries to escape through the fence, it would be caught by the security cameras. Bear in mind that the perimeters has barb wires and other things that I am not sure of, that would deter anyone trying to enter or escape.

My guess is that he escaped through the gates. Maybe he hoped onto a moving vehicle, maybe he stole a uniform somewhere and exited the compound casually. All that is just speculation, but this guy, from my opinion, is an elusive character. He might just be the David Blaine of Indonesia. The reason why I said so is because, escaping from a Detention Centre or any prison of that matter in Singapore is quite unheard of. Maybe this guy had DVDs of ‘Prison Break’ shows during his detention. Ok, I am being sarcastic.

How he manages to escape is anyone’s guess, who ever was in charge of escorting him must be kicking himself in the butt for letting such an important man escape. And knowing this guy is from Indonesia, and has networks all over the islands of Indonesia, it would be easy for him to just island hop around.

Speculation has been going around that he has already left Singapore, this escape could probably even have been planned. Why I said that? Well the news did say his family came to visit him. Probably a distraction. And the meeting is on another part of the detention center. The toilets there I think isn’t as secure as the ones in his cell. Just the right time to be excused to use the toilet.

The public was told of this incident 4 hours after he was found missing. 4 solid hours is more than enough to escape Singapore. You just need less than an hour to get almost anywhere around Singapore. Then you just need to hop on a boat and get to the nearest non-Singapore island in less than 45 minutes. Ok, maybe you are wondering if anyone would offer him a ride, frankly if you have the cash to offer the driver, I am sure he would take you out of Singapore easily. Bear it mind that the ocean is a big place and many boats and ships go in and out of Singapore, you can’t really keep track of every aquatic transport.

You know, just to add salt to the wound, this man walks with a limp. And we have the fittest men on the island looking for a limping man.

Right now I am guessing that he had a transport since he is a limping man, having a transport to get you to your destination is the most viable alternative than running. That is why I feel like his escape was planned. Maybe when his family visited him when he was still in custody in Indonesia, they discussed his plot to escape. Indonesia has many languages, they could have openly discussed it in front of the guards who are clueless as to what they were talking about.

Oh well, so much for ‘tight’ security. No, I have not lost my confidence on Singapore’s security, our tax payers money are well spent, you can see it around everywhere.  I just hope they catch him soon, because as time passes, the chances of catching him goes slim.