No positive responses yet, and I just idling around playing games, watching tv etc. Once in a while I would break a sweat, but it is just too demoralising to do anything productive. I been having headaches lately, I am not too sure why. Anyway, got meself a cup of black tea, all hot and full of strong flavour. I didn’t know black tea tastes this good.

I think the weather is getting to me a bit. The endless rain and then the sudden sunshine, must have disrupted my immunity somehow. I am just feeling so bored. No idea where I am headed now. There are opportunities but the right one hasn’t come along. I am just entertaining myself with walks, readings, games and movies. I used to think that if you work hard enough, you’d get what you want. But things change so drastically that working hard doesn’t necessarily equate to accomplishing dreams. Well at least I still have my friends and family to support me emotionally. It is a nagging feeling everyday. Only the silent night seem to offer me respite from the mental torture.

Well on a brighter note, I learned that black tea has loads of caffeine. Which was something I didn’t read on earlier knowing that it is after 1am right now. Too late I guess. Anyway I am babbling, I better TRY to turn in now.